27/3/11

i felt dissapointed.. i found the life target in the future is not the same... is tat we will live happily if we will together in the future ? since things happen in May 2010.....i start to worry everything everything has been change....im not proud that he choose me... but i felt im not good enough in everything i dunt know y im too worry... im scare of losing him.....bcoz i dunt have any good things in some skills if compare v him.... he know many things ... i felt tat im not the same level v him.... sometimes, he didnt care my feeling... sometimes, he didnt take care of me.. sometimes, these make me felt that im a single n alone.... not happy as last time when v him... felt stress n worry when v him..... everything come out in my mind when v him.... evverything become not good now........