Sunday, March 27, 2011

27/3/11

i felt dissapointed.. i found the life target in the future is not the same... is tat we will live happily if we will together in the future ? since things happen in May 2010.....i start to worry everything everything has been change....im not proud that he choose me... but i felt im not good enough in everything i dunt know y im too worry... im scare of losing him.....bcoz i dunt have any good things in some skills if compare v him.... he know many things ... i felt tat im not the same level v him.... sometimes, he didnt care my feeling... sometimes, he didnt take care of me.. sometimes, these make me felt that im a single n alone.... not happy as last time when v him... felt stress n worry when v him..... everything come out in my mind when v him.... evverything become not good now........

3 comments:

  1. hehey~concentrate on your study first~
    don't think too much~
    gambateh~

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  2. my dear fren~
    although long time din chat well wif u~ but tis kind of problem u jz left it 1st~
    mayb sometime u wil feel confuse o feel nt sacrifice..u wil tink tat y he is nt d prefect one?!~ y he act like tat..o smtime care o dun care u~ lots of kind qs auto appear in ur mind..rite?
    erm..wat can u do it jz let time pass la~ timing make b can make both of u two 2gether again..jz believe it~ cant decide o force urself make a decision~ u jz let it smooth~ haha~
    all d best for ur study~ + for exam~ hehe^^
    my dear fren is alwz rasional..rite?!?
    good luck~ +u oh =)

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  3. phui yee:
    i know as a student, we should left it first~
    u mean i feel not satisfy why he is not perfect one?
    i did not think that....
    but i just think why he can so cruel to bring a lots of hurts to me?
    i think of the reason?
    is that he think that in this century, men and women are the same in every aspect?
    so that he can hurt me?
    but i hope it is not~
    i think what every girls dream for her dream guy~will not blame the girl~will not talk loud to girl
    everytime, he talk loud to me~i felt not happy and felt so bad.

    just do not want to think that

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