do not want

i felt sad as it is just temporary~

i'm waiting for the miracle to oocur

i'm tired now because i have been waiting for too long

hope it will be forever~

do not know what to do when i face this again~

never think of how I felt~

make me felt not happy~ never think of my feeling

always make me misunderstand~ never think of how will i think about that~

always make me felt disappointed~did not try to work hard to complete the thing that have promise me ~

how can these happen to me~i did not did all these too~

why?

I'm always asking myself " WHY"?

is it because all my fault?