Wednesday, October 28, 2009

HOLIDAY CUMING SOON...

I WILL TAKE D FLIGHT ON 23RD OF NOVEMBER 2009, MORNING....
FEEL HAPPY...............
NOW I ALREADY THINK WHICH DAY I SHOULD GO OUT TO KUCHING.....
EVEN I HAVENT SIT FOR D EXAM YET....
HOW CAN B LIKE TAT?
IM STILL HAVENT FINISH MY STUDY.....
I SAW MY HOUSEMATE PACKING ALL HER THINGS ALREADY.
SHE WILL SEND IT BACK TO SEMENANJUNG BY FLIGHT.
THEY WILL FINISH THEIR STUDY AFTER D EXAM....
N WILL CUM BACK ON AUGUST OF NEXT YEAR....

HAHA!
I WILL FINISH MY STUDY VERY SOON.
THREE YEARS .
NOW ALREADY ONE SEM.
STILL HAVE 5 SEM.

NEXT SEM, I THINK I WILL BUY D RICE COOKER TO COOK MY CHINESE MANISAN....
HAHA!
N OSO COOK MY FAVOURITE FOOD....

Monday, October 26, 2009

one SenTENce : ''enjoy ur life'' 26 / 10 / 09

today, i told him that i may choose sarawak company for my latihan industri in 2nd year..., d year break.

n do u know how he reply me?

''ENjoy Ur life''.
THAT'S ALL.
how dissapointed n desperate..
HAIZ.....
i got told him, but he say dunt angry
im not angry actually..
y he always say that im angry..
actually, im not happy...

how can b like that?
y sumtime he like to do the things tat i dunt like or feel nothing to say...
if last time, we were frnds i still can accept it.
but, now i cant!!!!!!!!!!!

y he still dunt know when i feel unhappy , upset, or angry or sick?
14 months...............

last time, he still read my blog ...
but now, i know he is bc than me...
no time to read it...

after d exam, will he still remember it?
will he read?
i hope that he understand wat im thinking about...........

not jz always say tat im always angry......


how can he treat me like that???????????
he say not to go out v that frnd , n jz now he call me n say sorry .
i ask him so many times say sorry for wat? .....until im anxient.....
then he baru answer me... tat time , i already ......
i jz feel like if one day he talked to me like tat next time, it may b a very serious things .....
now , i can describe my feeling.....
jz feel like unsafe...

i know tat im a girl tat want d answer quickly ,急性者。n he knew tat also
last time, i didnt answer answer his question, he felt angry.
n now , he didnt answer my question , i felt .....
n terbalik he scolding me....
he say : he answer me not bcoz i count d number for him to answer my question .
if he wan to answer , he will answer.
if not, he wouldnt answer me even i count until 100.
now, he is wrong.
n he still scolding me n say like tat.

in his mind, i jz a nobody....

Monday, October 12, 2009

9/10/09 BAZAAR OF FSGK,UNIMAS (2009)

TODAY IS LAST DAY FOR D BAZAAR ALREADY.

HE TAKE HIS TIME N GO THERE V ME.
D SPECIAL THING IS D ''TRANSFORMASI SHOW''

AT FIRST,HE ASK WANT 手链 OR NOT.
AFTER TAT, HE SAY TAT I COMPLAIN TAT HE DIDNT BUY IT FOR ME
N IT IS 珠链 .
i jz feel like ....
i dunt know how to express my feeling...
d cost is rm 10 or rm 15... i didnt listern carefully.n i jz say ''bu yao''.
im not sure y?
is it bcoz tat i wear it when i was young, n its telah rosak after one day if im not mistaken....
mayb tis give me an unsafe feeling....
or i didnt plan to buy it at first....
or im ''bu shi ying'' tat boy ask me to choose n then he pay?

or i think i prefer tat boy gv me d present without im knowing that?

my weekend trip (wushu HQ)

11/10/09

TODAY, we all go to wushu hq in kuching by UNIMAS bus.
we go there by taking d bus on 6.30a.m in BHEP .

WE WALK TO THERE BY WALKING V A FEW OF FRIENDS THAT STAY IN KOLEJ ALLAMANDA.
JUSTIN, LOUIS, JOHNY,YAN, LOKE ,SHUE TING, RICKEY,CHEW YUE,KAN JI SENG, YAN PING, YIN CHEW, ALLEN MOK , XIAO YANG ,FEDERICK, PATRICT AND ME.

WE HAVE A LOT OF DUTY:
1)REGISTER COUNTER,
2)TAKE D MARK PAPER FROM D JUDGES,
3) GONG PERSON,
4)BECOME D JUDGES,
5)BECOME D REFFERES
6) HELP D COMPETITORS TO WEAR D PROTECTER, HELMET, AND...................

WAT IS MY DUTY?
MY DUTY IS 2, 4 ,6.

EVERYONE IS TIRED
WE END OUR JOB ON 6PM SOMETHING.
BUT D UNIMAS BUS WILL COME N TAKE US ON ABOUT 7.30P.M
WE ALL HAVE DINNER TOGETHER IN D ''HONG KONG RESTAURANT''.

WE HAVE A LOT OF FUN IN THERE.
AT FIRST, SENIOR SAY FOOD TAKE AWAY.
BUT, THEY ORDER D FOOD N EAT THERE.
WAT A FUNNY THINGS THAT IS WE ''DA BAO'' OUR BBQ PORK RICE.
N ONE OF MY FRIEND ORDER ''TOMATO MEE''
SHE HAVE TO ASK D WAITRESS TO TAKE A BOWL FOR HER.

B4 THE FOOD IS COME, WE TAKE A LOT OF PHOTO.
N SENIOR YAN WET HIMSELF JZ TO BUY D BURGER.....

AFTER THAT, WE TAKE BUS N GO BACK TOGETHER TO UNIMAS .
WE TAKE PHOTO IN BUS ALSO.
LOOKS LIKE OUR RELATIONSHIP AMONG EACH OTHERS ARE MORE CLOSER.

HAHA!

BUT ,WAT IS D SAD THINGS IS HE GOT EXAM ON NEXT DAY, MONDAY.
N MADAM ALSO ASK US TO HELP HER ON 31/10/09 OR 1/11/09.
NO ONE OF D JUNIOR WANT TO COME ALSO.
COZ WE WILL HAVING D FINAL EXAM ON D 2/11/09.

WAT A BUSY LIFE.................
HAHA!

IM SURE THAT I WILL GO OUT V MY FRIENDS AFTER D FINAL EXAM .
HAHA!
JZ GO OUT N PLAY V MY FRIENDS AROUND D KUCHING CITY.
IM A FAILURE IF I DIDNT WENT OUT N LOOK AROUND D KUCHING CITY EVEN THOUGH STAY IN HERE FOR ABOUT SIX MONTH.

NOT LIKE HIM.....WENT OUT LAST TIME V D SENIOR N ALL D FIRST YEAR STUDENT ALSO DUNT WANT TO BRING ME OUT......

JZ BCOZ OF HIS FRIEND 'S ONE SENTENCES...........
TIS MAKE ME ANGRY.....
AND TAT DAY IS A RAINY DAY , JZ LIKE MY FEELING......
THEN HE THINK FOR A WHILE AND ASK ME TO GO OUT .
TAT TIME, I DUNT HAVE ANY MOOD TO GO OUT ANYMORE
Y I SAY 'NO' LAST TIME JZ BCOZ IM ANGRY?

IM SO STUPID............!!!!!!
I SHOULD GO OUT TAT TIME BUT SIT V OTHERS FRIENDS.................

NOW, WHEN I THINKING BACK , I ALSO FEEL ANGRY.......

AND ONE TIME ALSO, HE SUDDENLY CALL ME BEFORE THE LAST DAY OF RAYA
HOLIDAY.....

THEN, I SAY OK.....
I THOUGH I WILL GO OUT TO KUCHING BY RENTING D CAR.

SADLY, D ANSWER IS NO......
HAIZ..... I THINKING TOO MUCH....
ACTUALLY, HIS SENIOR GO OUT TO THE NEAREST SHOP TO CUT HAIR N BUY THINGS ONLY......

SAME TO HIM ALSO.......HAIZ.............
I HOPE THAT I WILL GO OUT V HIM N PLAY HAPPILY BUT I FOUND THAT ITS DIFFICULT....

WHY WHEN I WAS A FRIEND FOR HIM IS DIFFERENT?
WHY WHEN IM A GXXXXXXX FOR HIM IS DIFFERENT?

FRIENDS WAS BETTER LAST TIME.....
BUT, NOW.............ADD SOMEMORE

Friday, October 9, 2009

3 more weeks then i will exam.

everyone is bc for their exam.
n oso assignment

Sunday, October 4, 2009

2/9/09

2/9/09
today, we argue.
jz bcoz of d kolej problem......
no one is there for me 2 talk out n cry.

3/9/09 (saturday)
i went 2 my frnd's house n look around.
kolej cempaka n oso d kolej bunga raya.
today is mooncake day....
i miss d bbq tat i enjoy in my grandmom's house.
i miss my ''bing pei yue bing '', ''yan cai gao yue bing'',.......

but its ok, coz my frnd got belanja ME enjoy d mooncake tat they bring from their hometown.
one is from sabah, KL, N OSO SibU (SARAWAK ).

haha!
now , BARU I FEEL HOW CHAM A PERSON GO THROUGH A MOONCAKE DAY.
N OSO HOW BEAUTIFUL D MOON IS.....
COZ I WILL STAY IN ROOM USUALLY AT NIGHT .
i got a sms from my father hp.
i think it should b type by my sister.
haha!
when i call back, u guess wat my father say.
he ask me : is there got any language class?
i say : yes .
he say : then try 2 learn it.


4/9/09 (sunday )
2day, UNIMAS will organize D MOONCAKE FESTIVAL for US .
I bought d ticket already during d RAYA holiday.
but, sadly, he got exam on monday.
mayb jz can come for about 15 minutes 2 get d attendance coz we will got d cop kolej.
then, he will go back 2 study.

Friday, October 2, 2009

2/10/09 今天不高兴

时间过得真是快。
还有两个月就可以回家了。在这里,真得很闷。
TITAS的成绩出了,考得很差。
幸好还有一班朋友陪我聊天。
大家一起释放压力,一起不高兴。
他们是一班很不错的朋友,GRACE,MISSEGG,PEGGY,TING。。。。。
可惜我们都不同FACULTY,也就是说不同科系。
放假在他们那,也过得很轻松。
大家一起在谈天,唱歌, 上网,用餐 ,吃宵夜等等。。。真逍遥自在。
但是,当然也不忘了做功课。
HEHE。

小孩真好,没有压力。
没办法回到以前,只好加油咯。