CAIS

no picture~
jz like a ball~

hv to kick it

my name of my blogspot occurs in the sky

i saw rainbow.....on 19/4/11 around 4pm....
it looks so beautiful.....
i felt so relax...

hate that person

y he can cheat me?
how come?
ask him so many times, but he still able to cheat me...
useless....

is this person not suitable to me?
cheat me because of simple reason...
he know i don't like people cheat me....
but why?
i felt so suffering..
i'm not a mother guard to him....
i don't hope i always need to check on him...
i need trust.....

i have no more feelings in that matter.

i know i should pretend like nothing happen so that no one will find it out.

i should and must start work hard on my FYP after exam.

i hope i can.

study week

he" told me that he is my friend forever.
maybe after this, i may have the same feeling like u...
i don't know it's a bad or good news...
i say sorry to "him" but it's no use.
maybe it's a good news as i didn't make my parents and friends disappointed with me.
they use a lot of time to encourage me when i felt unhappy and upset.
now, i have no more guilty feeling in my heart to them.sometimes, when i quarrel with "him", i felt disappointed that "he" hurt me again. and i felt like want to let all these go away from me.
and now, this is really go away from me...
and it's also consider as a bad news as from "his" sentence, i know that, in "his" mind, that girl "he" got a good feeling towards to last time is a mature girl. not like me..maybe that girl is more suitable to "him".everything is better than me..and for sure, his parents wouldn't against them..this make me felt so "zhi bei"..i have nothing to compare with that girl for sure..
she is so good in joining different types of activities.....because i found a lot of photo that she took in FB there.
but me, it's not..
i have same feeling like u, felt "zhi bei", he is clever..he is more hardworking than me...he has a lot of general knowledge than me..

do not want

i felt sad as it is just temporary~

i'm waiting for the miracle to oocur

i'm tired now because i have been waiting for too long

hope it will be forever~

do not know what to do when i face this again~

never think of how I felt~

make me felt not happy~ never think of my feeling

always make me misunderstand~ never think of how will i think about that~

always make me felt disappointed~did not try to work hard to complete the thing that have promise me ~

how can these happen to me~i did not did all these too~

why?

I'm always asking myself " WHY"?

is it because all my fault?