1st job interview

31st july 2012, its my first job interview...at last, the result is they want hire me... Dunt happy so fast coz its not my suitable job... I knew it cn help me to know more about SG coz i nid to go everywhr for Sales it helps me to know more people... but then, this is a hard job for me...coz this place is new for me too... n d salary is not stable... i wish to know more people but not through business.... N I dunt wan bcome dark again... but then the salary is too little for me i think... my cousin seems like not happy when they knew that i dun't want accept this job.. >.< i felt stress when they keep on asking me the job interview... I think i should just lie to them rather than tell them the truth... I should just say they ask me go back n wait for news.... :(

Today is 8th of May, 2012, 10.20a.m. I'm waiting for the help. It's a graph problem.. Hope that the graph i plot before can be used, and the equation of the graph is correct. If not, then I need to recalculate all the readings again...:( Times goes on very fast....My AirAsia ticket for going back to KL is on 4th of July. It's less than 2 months from now on. Not feeling relaxing (because of FYP), no confidence (because worry can't get a job after grad) worrying (for FYP presentation and final exam) and Him. What will be happen in my future? What I will become next after I had finish my degree course in UNIMAS here? It's a stress from little bit to much more a bit now. Maybe after i have finish my FYP writing, I can rest for a while. Hope everything will be in smooth and steady.

The Vow

刚才， 听朋友讲述“The Vow" 这部戏的内容。
听了故事的内容后， 觉得一对曾是恩爱的夫妻，却因一场车祸导致妻子失意了， 最后还得要走到离婚收场的时候， 心里震撼了一下。

难道她一点也没被她的老公感动到吗？
难道她的心没被温暖起来吗？
难道她不想找回那五年的回忆吗？

换成是我，我会被他所感动，
我会想要找回那五年的回忆。
这是因为我这执着于过去吗？

爱情真得是令人活到老， 学到老。
是一门学不完的学问。

最后一年的读书生涯，似乎也没怎么样。
大家都忙于实验。
就是 prepare, testing， killing bacteria 和 washing & cleaning.
然后，也是 prepare, testing, killing bacteria & cleaning
一直地在重复。
每一天， 就像别人工作那样， 早出晚归。

至于感情世界， 也似乎没有进展， 反而是变得恶劣了。
到底我的决定是否对还是错。
我连自己也做不到决定
为什么我会被爱情纠缠着？
：（

这意味着什么？

昨天，， 看了一部戏 “全城热恋”。。
一部浪漫的爱情电影。
他们都找到了自己的另一半， 大家都相处地开心融洽， 好羡慕。
在想自己是否也会跟另一半相处地幸福温馨？